1. |
Crossing Roads
07:28
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By my side
There is almighty neverdied
God endowing me with force
To face the fear
And what I found
Nothing but hope to guide my path up
To the shiny land of Lord
From Crossing roads
Hollow flesh waiting for disclosure
A sacred and secret desire
I can reveal myself
But I can’t refill my soul
I will watch less
I will see more
Desire
Go higher
Oblivious way
Then hide me
Inside me
Feeding all the pain
A lyier
Denier
Walks only hollow trails
Upon me
Unholy
A man i call myself
I can reveal myself
But I can’t refill my soul
I will deny less
I will listen more
And pray
For wisdom
In choosing
Most tangled ways
While crossing the roads
From the mind of yours
Without remorse
I found those demons and gods
Your own
I lost the point
Of searching the sense
It took so long
To escape the maze
Apparently
Entities must not be
Multiplied
Beyond necessity
Crossing roads
On my side
Just a step from
Neverdied
God endowing
Me with force
To question him
I will hold on
Stucked upon this
Dream’s leftovers
Promised heaven’s
Cleansing waters
Never loose
Your endless moment
Never loose yourself
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2. |
Passerby
03:28
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The silhouette of higher self
Revealed it’s transparent majesty
Child in me
Don’t fall asleep
Mind- chaos
No mind - peace
I will shout
Til you rise up
I became
Sum of all I’ve ever felt
Til you rise up
I have doubts
It ends well
I will seek
Never again
I will feel
Never again
I will breath
Never again
I will be
Never again
If I won’t listen to you
If You won’t listen to me
So... listen
That’s the last advice
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3. |
In Ictu Oculi
07:11
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I open my eyes
Not to see
It hurts so much
My incapacity
And a shadow of hope
How can I know
If I truly woke
Hope steals everything
Walking all alone
To oblivion
From nowhere to nowhere
Through eons of pain
Step by step
I immerse
Deeper and deeper
From the darkness
To the darkness
Through the flash
Of the light
Like a blink
Of an eye
My life
With no question for permission
Riot for a liberty
Only one choice that is left
My death
Ends with the birth
Getting closer with every breath
Begins with the last one
Is it ever realy done
The beautiful darkness
Spreads her arms
I open my mind
But in the blackness
Of her eyes
I am just a passerby
The white darkness
Reminds the vows
I let them come
With the downpoor
Without clouds
Yelled the phrases
Learnt by heart
Not to see
It hurts so much
My incapacity
And a shadow of hope
How can I know
If I truly woke
Hope steals everything
Walking all alone
To oblivion
From nowhere to nowhere
Through eons of pain
More and more
Become aware
Of it’s meaning
It’s meaninglessness
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4. |
Reason
05:13
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Undivided
As it seems
Serving the same host
Under surface
Is a war
Where the will heads on
Is it mindfull
Secret path
Calmly self aware
Or a rapid
Thoughtless ride
I’m feeling it
Dare to go on
The sharp way of
Reason, you know
Appears a lot
Of sense to find
Among thin walls
If I don’t see it in all
I won’t see it at all
There is a trail
I can see now
Eyes on the sun
Feet on the ground
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5. |
Nightfall
06:42
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Empty face of existance
Tearing mine apart
Phantomous pain
Reflected in my eyes
Unreal fear
Woke upon the night
Imaginary langour
Buring my bones
I've lost what I had
Down the road
Now I have only fading
Freedom of choice
Reaching the void
Could it be I am wrong
No
Passing out little ache
Guess I know what the heart
Tries to tell me
'Don't worry about what happens next
Have my promise you'll find
A decent rest.
Line of end is near
Paralysed
All alive
Watching out for a sign
Could you speed your steps up
Exhausted but still
Carrying the shield
Of my sanity
Wounded by thousand knives
Of failures
Turning the will to ash
Line of end is near
Paralised
All alive
Watching out for a sign
Could you speed your steps up
I am running out time
I sharpen my sight
Untie my arms
To welcome quietly
Approaching night
The vision is clear
Vanishing light
Pierce the clouds
Distracted sky
Though it kills me
Lets me live still
Over and over
My divinity
Close my eses
And disappear
From below, from above
Behind the black
Curtains of lids
Everything but hope itslef
Lost in hopelessness
I stumble on a way
Created by myself
And though the light shines
Far away in dark
Still don't see it here
Close enough
Everything's false
In the endless cold
Deprived of meaning
By a sorrow untold
That you have to hear out
And i have to name
To make it real
Able to be killed
With nowhere to go but towards the sun
Dying again before my eyes
The road leads beyond the edge
Of perception
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6. |
Daybreak
05:44
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Beyond and back
I left the trap
i gathered all
of solitude's gifts and caught the dawn
I rode it like
an eagle rides
the wind among
the sharpest vertices of mountains
for a reason I was called
before the throne
got used to pain
got used to wealth
got used to this ilussion of being
severe disrespect
my lower self
indifferent
a shadow dropped
upon the shape of things
has been shuttered
farewell me
farewell owning things
Rapid birth much faster
Than the agony
Colourful but sad
A laughter implies
A weep
now it's time to live for not living anymore
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7. |
Yggdrasil
03:47
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I've been searching for a key
I touched the bars
I saw the cage
I felt I'm trapped
Hung between the surfaces
Stopped beyond
I've forgotten that I live
Come in fever
I, the everblind
Come to rest
Thirsty my eyes
I just move
Don't touch the ground
From the inside- out
To the highest of gates
Will I be recognized
Will I follow myself
I have found the recess
I learnt its shape
I drowned in the unknown
Hung between the surfaces
Stopped beyond
I refuse to inhale
Tasteless air
YGGDRASIL
Not when but until you deserve
Tha paradise lasts in you divine
As eyelids still dance to the rhythm of voices
They follow the echo
As god's whisper floats through the branches of the oldest tree
I see
Finally
Yet I go
I, the vessel
Not to miss
The experience of dawn
Because it's so short
Cannot even call it "now"
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8. |
Māyā
07:40
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Define mind
Define mind
Mind, mind
Define, define!
Divine self
Divine self
Self, self
Divine, devine!
There is no other way
I took your fingers off my eyes
I shall embrace
The limitless space
With no pain nor pleasure
Just me
Alone
A solitary self
Drifting over waves
Of peace
I am
Imagination of myself
Taking the form
Over again
Om Namah Śiwaja
GATE GATE PARAGATE PARASAMGATE BODHI SVAHA
Tamasi mā jyotir gamaḥ
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9. |
Cosmogonium
05:01
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Far away from here
Air escaping the lungs
Anxiety erased and forgotten
Enlight the path going still
Level above
Vains of the structure
Revealed and unraveled
Dance of matter, the mother
Redemption of form
Merging into one
Nameless yet
Taste of oxygen
Shouting it out
Trembling and naked
Divine, alive
What about this I
Page is empty white
Ego draws the line
The story unwinds
Awaken now
The passerby
From spirits town
Survive!
Escalating glow
Tension
Pushing through the shell
Cracking
Memories of home
Fading
Flesh and bone and soul
Storming incentives
Rapture
Connecting the blocks
One by one
Discovering the constructs
Built and connate
And all must have a name
Night
Torn by crying
Sleep
Feels like a little death
Hold me close
Dark and warm is safe
With the sun
I will start again
Learning how
To be myself
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10. |
Dreams of Never
05:33
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Aimless stream
Carries me
Trees bow down
Majesty
The current
Sets me free
I let it
Sourceless stream
Flows through me
Lights defused
By the leaves
The bottom
Keeps my feet
And the sky
Always open
Watching eye
Reset
Addjust yourself
Remake
Again and anew
Switch Your view
And take a look
Try not giving
What you see
Neither value nor name
Either whole or never
Dream is dream
Sky is blue
Tree is green
I decided now
To be aware
Open up
Not try to understand
Only sun can judge me
I am back home
Transgression of my own
And it wont take long til I
Wish for something more
Always where there is a subject
There is need and want and choice
I decided now to be aware
Open up and reach, not take
Enter the temple
Untouched by time
Torches burn
Kept by all
Wandering
Conscious
Minds
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Nadihr Tricity, Poland
Simultaneous work of a few conflicting rhythms, that are not readily perceived as deriving from one another, or as simple manifestations of the same imagination.
Few men, few sides of reality, few different views on Music. One act of creation.
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Perfect combination of heavy groovy riffs with philosophical reflective soundscapes and mystery hidden just around the corner...
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